To blog or not to blog... I have asked myself this question several times in this millennium (yah right???). The thought of me needing to update... Kaoz.... Lazy lah... But what the heck... Decided to have a typing diarrhoea here.
Used to have this ambition when I was young. Real excited and hyped up when I managed to fulfil this life-long ambition of mine. But then... As years goes by... The passion and the motivation die down. WHY? Not because I am not interested in it any more. It is the people I have to meet while moving along that make things I do seem silly & useless. This really makes me feel incompetent and is driving my morale to the rocks. No matter how hard I try to make things work, there will be people who will be flushing cold water over your head, saying, "Do so much for what?" "What do you get in return when you do so much".... Then there will be others who miss the big picture and thinks that I am using the management as backing to implement things to increase their workload. Sigh.... we shall see how it goes....
My PS 2 still in repair... Kaoz... My hands are real itchy.... Haha.... Nevertheless I got an on-line game to keep me busy... Silkroad.... My gf & I used to have our own characters but eventually, I decided to give up my character and combine our efforts in just a character.
*To all my brothers... I have not forgotten our plan. The ultimate plan whereby when successful will lead us to a real good life. I am coming to it soon. Dun give up hope. Work with me, let's join hands to make our future. I am going to start. But I really need your help and support. I am going to fulfil what the fortune-teller said I will be.*
Used to have this ambition when I was young. Real excited and hyped up when I managed to fulfil this life-long ambition of mine. But then... As years goes by... The passion and the motivation die down. WHY? Not because I am not interested in it any more. It is the people I have to meet while moving along that make things I do seem silly & useless. This really makes me feel incompetent and is driving my morale to the rocks. No matter how hard I try to make things work, there will be people who will be flushing cold water over your head, saying, "Do so much for what?" "What do you get in return when you do so much".... Then there will be others who miss the big picture and thinks that I am using the management as backing to implement things to increase their workload. Sigh.... we shall see how it goes....
My PS 2 still in repair... Kaoz... My hands are real itchy.... Haha.... Nevertheless I got an on-line game to keep me busy... Silkroad.... My gf & I used to have our own characters but eventually, I decided to give up my character and combine our efforts in just a character.
*To all my brothers... I have not forgotten our plan. The ultimate plan whereby when successful will lead us to a real good life. I am coming to it soon. Dun give up hope. Work with me, let's join hands to make our future. I am going to start. But I really need your help and support. I am going to fulfil what the fortune-teller said I will be.*
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